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]pXpNn´bpw ]pXp`mh\bpw sImWvSv Ad_v IhnX Ignª Ac\qämWvSnÂ {]iwk\obamb hfÀ¨ ssIhcns¨¦nepw Ad_v temI¯nëv shfnbnÂ GXmëw IhnIÄ am{XamWv ]cnNnXcmbn«pÅXv. IhnXbpsS sshhn[yhpw Fgp¯nÂ DWvSmb P\m[n]XyhXv¡cWhpw C\nbpw {i²n¡s¸«n«nÃ.Ad_n Fì ]dbpt¼mÄ \½psS a\ÊnÂ sXfnbp¶ {]Xncq]w Ad_v PohnX¯nsâ s]mXp AhØsb {]Xn\n[m\w sN¿p¶ H¶Ãm¯XpsImWvSpXs¶ kmaqlnIhpw cmãobhpw kmwkvImcnIhpamb Ad_v temI¯nsâ sshhn[yw Xncn¨dnbs¸SmsX t]mæì. Ignª ImÂ\qämWvSnÂ Ad_v Fgpn¯pImcnIfpsS F®¯nepWvSmb hÀ²\hv hnkvabn¸nç¶Xmév. kv{Xo hnZym`ymk¯nepWvSmb apt¶ähpw hntZi cmPy§fnse D]cn]T\hpw Ahsc IqSpXÂ kzX{´yt_m[hpw kÀKmßIXbpw DÅhcm¡n F¶Xv Hê ImcWamImw. F¶mÂ tImf\nhmgvN, bp²w, {]hmkw kz´w tZi¯në thWvSnbpÅ t]mcm«§Ä XpS§nb Aë`h§Ä kv{XoPohnXs¯ IqSpXÂ Bg¯nÂ _m[nçIbpw ZpcnX]qÀ®amçIbpw sNbvXn«pWvSv.

H¸w \ne\nÂç¶ iàamb ]pêjta[mhnXzw kv{XoIsf Xpdì kwkmcn¡mëw kzbw {]Imi\¯nsâ amÀ¤§Ä At\zjn¡mëw \nÀ_ÔnXcm¡n. B[p\nIXíp ap¼p Xs¶ Ad_v IhnXbnÂ kv{XoiÐ¯nsâ kz´w CS§Ä \nÀ½n¨ Cdm¡nse \mknIv AÂ aembn¡, ]mekvXo\nse ^XzXp¡m³ XpS§nb IhnIÄ ]pXnb Fgp¯n\v {]tNmZ\hpw Bßhnizmkhpw \ÂæìWvSv. bp.F.C. Ihn ëPqw AÂ Lm\w kaImenI Ad_v IhnXbnse khntij hyànXz¯nsâ DSabmWv. "Rm³ F´msW¶v hnhcn¡m³ BhnÃ'. ( La Wasfa Lama Ana fihi ) F¶ AhêsS A©mas¯ IhnXmkamlmcw ASp¯nsS {]Imin¸n¡s¸«p. 1962 Â Zp_mbnÂ P\n¨ ëPqw AÂ Lm\w Atacn¡bnse Hlnsbm bqWnthgvknänbnÂ \n¶v hoUntbm s{]mU£\nÂ _nêZsaSp¯p. Hmkvt{Senbbnse {Kn^vXv bqWothgvknänbnÂ \n¶v kn\nam\nÀ½mW¯nÂ _nêZm\´c _nêZw t\Sn. Ad_v am[yacwK¯v kv{XoIÄ A]qÀhambnê¶ Ime¯v 1980 Â ëPqw tPÀWenÌmbn {]hÀ¯\w Bcw`n¨p. bp. F. C. tdUntbmípw sSenhnjëw thWvSn FgpXpIbpw ]cn]mSnIÄ \nÀ½nçIbpw sNbvXp. ]Xn\©p hÀjt¯mfw AÂ C¯nlmZv Zn\¸{X¯nsâ BÀ«v FUnädmbnêì. Zp_mbv A{_bnse IS¯pImcsâ PohnXs¯ ap³ \nÀ¯n AhÀ kwhn[m\w sNbvX tUmI|saâdn ( Between Two Banks ) \nch[n A´mcm{ã tafIfnÂ {]ZÀin¸n¡s¸SpIbpw ]pckvImc§Ä¡v AÀlamhpIbpw sNbvXp. Ct¸mÄ \} Fantdävkv aoUnbbpsS UbdÎÀ F¶ \nebnÂ BgvNbnÂ ]æXn Znhk§Ä Zp_mbnepw, _m¡n A_pZm_nbnepambn {]hÀ¯nç¶ ëPqw BZys¯ IqSn¡mgvNbnÂ cWvSp henb \Kc§Ä¡v CSbnemWv PohnXsa¶v AhêsS HutZymKnI XncçIsf ImhymßIam¡m³ {ian¨p.

Ad_v Fgp¯pImÀçÅ am[ya hnapJX henb HcfhnÂ ëPpanëapWvSv. F¦nepw KuchapÅ kmwkvImcnI At\zjW§sf ]n´pWím³ kabw IsWvS¯pì. kaImenI Ad_v IhnXsbçdn¨pÅ R§fpsS Nne ]T\§Ä¡v Bhiyamb \nÀtZi§fpw hnhc§fpw XcnIbpw sNbvXn«pWvSv. ]gb ImhyssienIsfçdn¨v XnIª \À½t_m[t¯msSbmWv AhÀ kwkmcn¨Xv. \ham[ya§fpsS hfÀ¨bpw AhbpsS kmaqlnI kzm[o\hpw bp.F.C. t]mepÅ cmPy§fpsS s]mXpPohnX¯nÂ hfsc {]ISamsW¦nepw ]pXnb Fgp¯nsâ   kmaqlnI kz[o\s¯çdn¨v AhÀ kwibw {]ISn¸n¨p. ]mc¼cy¯n\v \nÀ®mbI CSapÅ kaqlsa¶ \nebnÂ ]c¼cmKX IhnXtbmSpÅ ]pXpIhnXbpsS kÀKmßI Iel§Ä¡v Gsd DuÀPPw sNehgnt¡WvSn h¶n«pWvSv. F¦nepw IhnXbnepw kn\nabnepsams¡ ]pXp{]hWXIÄ kao] Ime¯mbn Iê¯mÀPn¨p hêì.

{]ikvX Ihn JmenZv _ZdmWv ëPpansâ PohnX]¦mfn. Ad_v IhnIfnÂ ]eÀçw IhnX æSpw_]mc¼cyw F¶ \ne¡v e`n¨n«psWvS¦nepw cWvSp IhnIfpsS Iq«psI«neqsSbpÅ æSpw_w Ad_v kmlnXy temI¯v A]qÀÆamWv. JmenZv _Zdpw ëPpapw B[q\nIm\´c IhnXbpsS {]Xn\n[nIfmsW¦nepw AhêsS Imhyk©mc¯nsâ hgnIÄ hyXykvX§fmWv. GXmëw hmçIÄsImWvSv DÅp sXmSp¶ IhnbmWv JmenZv _ZÀ. At±lhpambpÅ kw`mjW§fnÂ [ym\¯nsâbpw au\¯nsâbpw CS§Ä \½Ä Aë`hnçw. IhnXsb¶t]mse kn\nabpw CêhêtSbpw Xmåcyhpw {]hÀ¯\ taJebpamWv. ChêambpÅ A`napJ§fneqsS aq¶manSw Ad_v IhnIfpambpÅ kw`mjW]c¼c XpS§pì.

Fgp¯pImc³/Ad_v Fgp¯pImc³ CXnÂ GXp hntijWamWv Xm¦Ä sXcsªSpçI?

      Hê Ihnbmbn Xncn¨dnbs¸SpIbmWv Fsâ B\µw. Ad_vIhn F¶v kzbw \nÀÆNn¡mt\m ]cnanXs¸Sp¯mt\m B{Klnç¶nÃ. AXp sImWvSv Xs¶bmWv Rm³ \n§tfmSv kwkmcnç¶Xpw. F¶mÂ Ad_v `mj temI¯nse atäXv ]pcmX\ `mjtbbpw t]mse shÃphnfnIÄ t\cnSpìWvSv. BtKmfhXvIcW¯nsâbpw am[yahnkvt^mS\¯nsâbpw ]pXnb Ime¯v Cw¥ojnsâ hym]\w hfsc IqSpXemWv. AXv sImWvSv Cu AhØsb ætd¡qSn Kucht¯msS kao]nt¡XpWvSv. kwkmc`mj, _Zqhnb³ hmsamgnIÄ henb AfhnÂ \ãs¸SpìWvSv. bp.F.C t]mse s]s«¶v hfê¶ Ad_v tZi§fnÂ D¨mcW¯nÂ t]mepw Nne amä§Ä {]ISamWv. kuZn Atd_y, ba³, kndnb XpS§nb cmPy§Ä kµÀinçt¼mgmWv amä¯nsâ coXn IqSpXÂ t_m[ys¸Sp¶Xv. `mjsbçdn¨pÅ DXvIWvTIÄ Fgp¯pImêtSbpw, ]ÞnXêtSbpw kzImcy BæeXIfmbn HXp§p¶Xv \ÃXÃ.

Ad_n`mjsb kw_Ôn¨v CXv ASn¯d Deíp¶ {]XnkÔnbmIm¯Xv JpÀ B³ Ad_n `mjbnemWv F¶XmWv. km[mcW hyhlmc§Ä¡¸pdw Hê `mjbpsS hfÀ¨ AXnÂ kw`hnç¶ kÀ¤mßI apt¶ä§sf¡qSn B{ibnçìWvSv. Hê am[yaw F¶ \nebnÂ IhnXípw CXv \Ã ImeamsW¶v ]dbm³ h¿. {^m³knsems¡ Ct¸mÄ IhnX 3000 tIm¸nbmWv A¨Snç¶Xv. kÀ¤mßIXbpÅhÀ, {]Xn`bpÅhÀ, Zriyam[ya§fnte¡v C¶v IqSpXembn BIÀjn¡s¸SpìWvSv. AhnsS {]hÀ¯nç¶Xn\v ap³]pWvSmbnê¶ sshXcWnIÄ C¶nÃ. \ham[ya§Äs¡m¸w Zriy`mjm kzm[o\w IqSpXÂ hn]peambn«pWvSv. IhnX CÃmXmæì F¶Ã Rm³ ]dbp¶Xv. R§fpsS æSpw_tbmK§fnÂ hÀ¯am\§fpw s]m«n¨ncnIfpw Ignªv, "JmenZv C\n \nsâ Hê IhnX tIÄ¡s«,' Fì ]dbp¶ t]mse Hcmhiyambn AXpWvSv. \½Ä BiwkmImÀUpIfnÂ cp hcn IhnX A¨Sn¨p hípw. Nnet¸mÄ F\n¡v Nne sms- IÄ hêw, "JmenZv cp hcn IhnX Abíq’ IhnXbpsS km´z\w Bhiyambn hê¶ \nXy PohnX kµÀ`§fnÂ \n¶mWv A¯cw sms- IÄ   hcnI. ]pXnb Imew AXnsâ hfÀ¨bpsS Hì cWvSp ]ShpIÄ IqSn Ibdpt¼mÄ IhnXbpsS BhiyIX iàambn Xs¶ \apç t_m[ys¸Spw. \½psS BËmZ§Ä am{Xw tcJs¸Sp¯m\Ã, \½psS Zp:J§fpw Bg¯nÂ tcJs¸Sp¯m³ IhnX thWw. \n§Ä¡dnbmw sjbvIv kmbvZnsâ thÀ]mSns\ XpSÀ¶v \nch[n IhnXIÄ {]kn²oIcn¡s¸«p. \½psS DÅpeíp¶ k¦S§Ä¡v Ft¸mgpw sshbànIXew am{XaÃ DÅXv.

Xm¦fpsS IrXnIÄ, hmb\?

        aq¶v IhnXm kamlmc§Ä {]kn²oIcn¨p. \memat¯Xv A¨SnbnemWv. ZoÀLamb CSthfIfnemWv IhnXIÄ kamlcnç¶Xv. BZy kamlmcw sseÂ (Night), cmat¯Xv lns_À h KkÂ (Ink and Love poems) , ]n¶oSv ioX (Winter). ]pXnb kamlmcw hcm³ t]mæ¶Xv dnamÂ (Sand). hmb\ þ IhnX t]mse F\n¡v IYIfpw CãamWv. t\mhepIÄ hmbnçw. GsX¦nepw Hê {]tXyIhn`mKw tI{µoIcn¨pÅ hmb\ CÃ. IqSpXÂ XmåcyapÅ Hê taJe ]ucmWnI Ncn{XamWv.

Xm¦Ä F§s\bmWv Hê Znhkw Nnehhgnç¶Xv?

         AXncmhnse 5:30 \v DWêw. æd¨v kabw shdpsX Ccnçw, [ym\w A§s\sbmìanÃ. a¡fpsS Imcy§Ä {i²nçw. {]`mX `£Ww Ignªv Hm^oknte¡v t]mæw. Hm^oknÂ henb XncçIfpw tPmençSnÈnIbpw CÃm¯ ZnhkamsW¦nÂ Nnet¸mÄ ho«nenê¶v FgpXpw. AX]qÀÆamWv. F¦nepw ]IemWv Fsâ Fgp¯v A[nIhpw. cm{Xn hn{ia¯ntâbpw Aekhmb\bptSXpamWv. kzØXbpw `mcçdhpsams¡ Aë`hnç¶Xv At¸mgmWv. Nnet¸mÄ kn\na Iméw. Ah[n Znhk§fnÂ cm{Xn sshInbpw DWÀ¶nê¶v FgpXpw. an¡s¸mgpw bp.F.C.¡v ]pdt¯¡v bm{XIfqWvSmhpw. Zp_mbnÂ Xs¶bpsWvS¦nÂ Hgnhv thfIfnÂ aê`qanbnteçw ISÂ¡cbnteçw HmSnt¸mæIbmWv ]Xnhv.

temIkmlnXyw/temI Ie Fs¶ms¡¸dbpt¼mÄ hyXykvXtZi§fqsSbpw `mjIfqsSbpw kwkvImc§fpsSbpw {]mXn\n[yw AXnÂ F{Xt¯mfapmImdpWvSv? bqtdm¸ns\ tI{µoIcn¨pÅ kmlnXyhpw Iebpsams¡ tNmZyw sN¿s¸«tXmsS Ad_v Fgp¯n\v IqSpXÂ CShpw {i²bpw In«pì F¶v tXmììtWvSm?

       B[n]Xy§fptSbpw hn`mKobXIfptSbpw temIkmlNcyw Iebnepw kmlnXy¯neqw {]ISamæw þ kwkvImc§fpsS {]mXn\n[yw F¶Xv temIkmlnXyw Fs¶ms¡ \mw F§s\ ]dbpì, AXohefnXambn]dbpt¶m, AtXm ka{KXtbmsSbpw D¯chmZnXzt¯msSbpw kwkmcnçt¶m F¶Xns\ B{ibn¨ncnçw. Iebpw kmlnXyhpanÃm¯ tZihpw `mjbpanÃ. FgpXs¸«n«nÃm¯nS¯v Nnet¸mÄ henb \mtSmSn hmsamgn ]mc¼cyapWvSmæw. \¶mbn FgpXs¸Sp¶ CS§fnÂ {]km[\w, hnXcWw, hnhÀ¯\w C§s\bpÅ Aë_Ô {]hÀ¯\§fpsS ædhpWvSmæw. ]et¸mgpw `uXnIkmlNcy§fmbncnçw ImcWw. AXpsImWvSv CsXmìw DWvSmbnê¶nÃ Fì ]dbm\mhnÃ. Cì Imé¶Xv t]mse temIw ASp¯pImWmëÅ Hê kmlNcyw ap³]pWvSmbnê¶nÃ. A¡mcW¯mÂ Xs¶ ]gb k¦å§sf \mw hniZmwi§tfmsS C¶v Xnê¯pì. Ad_v temI¯në ]pd¯v æds¨¦nepw Adnbs¸Sp¶ IhnIÄ aÒqZv ZÀthipw, AtUmWnkpamWv. \Po_v alv^qkn\v t\m_Â k½m\w e`n¨n«pWvSv F¶Xv hkvXpXbmWv. ]t£ Atacn¡bnepw bqtdm¸nepsams¡ Pohn¨n«pÅ Ad_v Fgp¯pImcmWv ap¼pw temI{i²bnte¡v h¶n«pÅXv. Cìw Ad_v temI¯n\v shfnbnÂ Pohnç¶ ]pXnb Fgp¯pImÀ¡mWv Aåsa¦nepw CSw e`nç¶Xv.

aê`qanbpsS XpdÊpw ISensâ Hgpçw Ad_v PohnX¯n\v \ãs¸Spì Fì tXmììtWvSm? Hê Ihn F¶ \nebnÂ amä§tfmSv F§s\bmWv {]XnIcnç¶Xv?

       icnbmWv, tZi¯nsâ hfÀ¨ípw, \½psS PohnX¯nëw henb thKX ssIh¶ncnçì. Zp_mbnbpsS hfÀ¨sb F\nç ]nSn¨p\nÀ¯m\mhnÃ. Fìam{XaÃ Xpdì ]dªmÂ Rm\nXp t]msemê \Kc¯nÂ Pohn¡m\Wv Cãs¸Sp¶Xv. ImÂ\qämWvSpap¼pÅ Hê PohnX¯nte¡v Xncn¨pt]m¡v km²yaÃ. ChnsS Hmtcmê¯êw kz´w CSw \nÀ½nçì. Rm³ \nÀ½nç¶ Fsâ CSamWv IhnX. AhnsS ISentâbpw aê`qanbpsSbpw Aë`hkm¶n²y§fpWvSv. Rm\XneqsS k©cnçì. t\cs¯ ]dªsÃm Xnc¡nÂ PohnXw apjnbpt¼mÄ AXns\ CSthfIÄ sImWvSv ]pXpçì.

hyXykvXamb Hê coXnbnÂ, {]Wbhpw hnclhpw Xo{hambn BhnjvIcnç¶ Xm¦fpsS Nne IhnXIÄ hmbn¨n«pWvSv. IhnXbnÂ B[p\nIX DWvSmbXv Imå\nIamb Fgp¯ns\ ]n¶nte¡v amäns¡mWvSmWv. ]t£ B[p\nIm\´cw AXv hmNmeX æd¨v aS§n hêì F¶v tXmìì.

       IhnXbnÂ "AhÄ' F¶ hm¡n\v {]Wbn\n Fì am{XaÃ hnh£. Nnet¸mÄ AXv D½bmImw, A\nb¯nbmImw, {]IrXnbmImw, Nnet¸mÄ Hê Cu¯¸\bmImw. F¦nepw \n§fpsS \nco£Ws¯ Rm³ ]qÀ®ambpw XÅn¡fbp¶nÃ. Iuamc¯nÂ Fs¶ Gsd kzm[o\n¨ Ihn \nÊmÀ Jºm\nbmbnêì. AXn{]ikvX§fmWv At±l¯nsâ {]Wb IhnXIÄ. Fsâ Hê kamlmc¯nsâ t]cv "ajnbpw {]WbIhnXIfpw' F¶mWv. \nkmÀ Jºm\n kv{Xo]£¯v \n¶v Nnet¸mÄ FgpXpw. AhÀ kwkmcnç¶ t]mse, AhêsS ImgvN¸mSnÂ, Ad_vkv{Xo kwkmcnç¶Xv sImWvSv Xs¶ {]WbIhnX s]s«¶v cm{ãobIhnXbmæw. Nne `mh§Ä¡v taÂss¡bpWvSmæw F¶ÃmsX Imå\nI Ihn, cm{ãob Ihn F¶v Btcbpw thÀXncn¡m\mhnÃ. A§s\sb¶v \n§Ä IêXp¶ Hcmfpw A§s\bÃ.

Ihnsb¶ t]mse \n§Ä Adnbs¸Sp¶ Xnc¡YmIr¯pamWv.
IhnXbnÂ hnImc§fpsS Zriyhn\ymkw s]s«¶v Xncn¨dnbm³ Ignbpw. F§s\bmWv kn\nabnte¡v BIÀjn¡s¸«Xv? {]nbs¸« Ne¨n{XImc·mÀ Bscms¡bmWv?

      kpµc Zriy§tfmSv F\n¡v hÃm¯ {`aamWv. æ«n¡me¯v, Adp]XpIfpsS A´y¯nÂ R§Ä Xmakn¨nê¶ Ppssadbnse ISÂ¯oc¯v HcmÄ CSív kn\nam{]ZÀi\w \S¯pambnêì. sjbvIv dmjnZnsâ æSpw_¯nse ImcyØ\mbnê¶ Ct±lw hntZi¯p\nìÅ Ht«sd kn\naIÄ C§s\ {]ZÀin¸n¨nêì. knÂhÀ kv{Io\nse Zriy§Ä Fs¶ hÃmsX BIÀjn¨p. Aì IXv anI¨ kn\naIsfmìw Bbnê¶nsÃ¦nepw kn\na F\n¡v henb I¼ambn. ]n¶oSv Zp_mbv sSenhnj\nÂ tPmen BbtXmsS Rm³ Xnc¡YIÄ FgpXm³ XpS§n. Atacn¡bnse Hlntbm bqWnthgvknänbnÂ Xnc¡YbnÂ D]cn]T\¯në v t]mbXv Hê hgn¯ncnhmbn. AhnsS h¨v temI¯nse anI¨ kn\naIÄ [mcmfw IméIbpw ]TnçIbpw sNbvXp. AhnSps¯ PohnXmë`h§fpw hyXykvXambnêì. kmlnXy¯nsâbpw IebpsSbpw kPohamb temI§Ä AhnsS DWvSmbnêì. \manì ]dbp¶ sIms¡mtImf am{XaÃ AhnsSbpÅXv. Fs¶ Gsd kzm[o\n¨ Ne¨n{XImc³ æsdmtkmhbmWv. "dm]vskmUn C³ BKÌv ' Rm³ IWvS F¡mes¯bpw anI¨ Nn{XamWv. At±l¯nsâ Zriy§Ä hfsc ]qÀ®XbpÅXmWv. s^Ãn\nbmWv F\nç {]nbs¸« asämcmÄ.

Zp_mbv ^nenw s^Ìnhens\çdn¨v?

hyXykvX tZi§fnÂ \nìw `mjIfnÂ \nìapÅ kn\naIfpw Ne¨n{XImc·mêw Zp_mbnÂ F¯pì F¶Xv Xt±iobcmb Ne¨n{X {]hÀ¯IÀ¡v IqSpXÂ kn\naIÄ ImWmëw, Ne¨n{XImc·mêambn Bibhn\nabw \S¯mësams¡ Ahkcsamêçw. temIkn\nasbçdn¨v Hcht_m[w DWvSmæw. ZoÀLImemSnØm\¯nÂ Hê Ne¨n{XkwkvImcw cq]s¸Sp¶XnÂ CXv klmbnçw. F¶mÂ henb Xmc§Ä h¶nd§p¶ Hê taf F¶ \nebnÂ kn\nabpsS hmWnPy]camb hi§Ä¡v e`nç¶ {]apJyw Hê ]cnanXnbmWv.

{]ikvX Ihn ëPqw AÂ Lm\amWtÃm Xm¦fpsS PohnX]¦mfn. cWvSp IhnIfpsS æSpw_PohnXs¯çdn¨v ?

      Fs¶ kw_Ôn¨v CsXmê BhiyamWv. AtX kabw Hê shÃphnfnbpw. km[mcW Zm¼Xy¯nÂ Ime{ItaWbpÅ Hê a\Ênem¡emWv DÅXv. ChnsS AXns\mê thKXbpWvSv. am\knIamb ASp¸¯n\v BgapWvSmæw. BhiyamWv F¶v Rm³ ]dªXv Bibhn\nab¯nsâ Imcy¯nemWv. AhnsS hnShpIÄ DWvSmInÃ. Hê a\Êns\ a\ÊnemçI F¶Xv A{X {]bmkapÅ ImcyaÃ. A{Xsímìw CÃ Xmëw. F¶mÂ \mw Fìw Htc aëjycÃ, C¶es¯ BfÃ C¶v. R§fnêhêw henb XncçIfnÂ s]«pt]mæì F¶sXmê {]iv\amWv.