C\n IYbnte¡v AYhm ]p¶bqÀ¡v t]mIphm\pff ]e hgnIfnte¡v. Ipgn§c tdmUnÂ
\n¶vv Ingt¡m«ndn§n ap¡WvS¯pIqSn NpddnbSn¨p ]qkmbn `qansb hebw
sh¨psImWvSp t]mbm As§¯pt¼mÄ ]etcbpw IWvSpwsImWvSpw \ap¡pw Hcp
hgnbmhmw. Asæn ]pgn¡f N´bneqsS KXImew KrlmXpcam¡n sXt¡mt«¡v Bªp ]nSns¨mcp
\S¯w. Hcp KplbneqsS F¶t]mse hS¡p \n¶pw sXt¡m«vv Hcp XohWvSn¸m¨nÂ. C\nbpffXv Cu¨n¸mSw
tdmUneqsS F¨nbpsS IpSnbncn¸nd§n ]mS¯nsâ \Sphc¼neqsSbpff \m«nd¡amWv.
]£nItfmSpw ]pÂXp¼nItfmSpw Ip¶mbva ]dªv BImihpw IWvSv Bbmkt¯msS.
]s£ R§Ä
]q¶bqÀ¡v t]mbXv Cu hgnbneqsSsbm¶paÃ. t\sc Ingt¡m«v ]mªv B¯d \nc§n
Ip¶¯qÀ hgn ]p¶bqÀ¡... \m«p\S¸v H«pw CÃm¯ hgnhn« \S¸pXs¶ \m«p\S¸n\p
hncp²amb Hcp]mSv sshcp²y§fpWvSmbncp¶p R§fpsS Cu bm{XbnÂ. Asæn Xs¶
Ip¶¯qÀhgn ]p¶bqÀ¡v t]mIp¶Xnse \qdpIq«w hfhpIfpw HSnhpIfpw
IÀahn[nt]mse GsäSpt¡WvSXnsâ Bhiysa´mWv ?
tNmZy§Ä tNmZn¡p¶Xnse AXoh clkyhpw tKm]yhpamb BXvakpJw \pIcpIbÃmsX
D¯cw In«Wsa¶ \nÀ_Ôw R§fn BÀ¡pw Xs¶ DWvSmbncp¶nÃ. \n§Ä¡p Nncn,
Adnbmw... Cu Nncn R§fpsS hgnbnte¡v tKmkn¸mbn h¶p hogp¶Xpw Adnbmw.
Hs¡ Hcp ioeasà hmb\¡mcm? tNmZy§Ä tNmZn¨v kzbw B\µn¡p¶Xpw, ImWp¶Xp]eXpw
Rms\m¶pw IWvSnÃtÃm F¶pw I\wsh¨pw, ImbvNpw, Imªncw Npa¡p¶XpsaÃmw
ioewsImWvSpam{Xw.
\n§fnXm
]ns¶bpw Nncn¡p¶p. \n§fpsS NncntbmÀ¯v IYbnencp¶v Icbphm³ R§Ä¡v H«pw
Xmev]cyanÃ. IYbneqsS \ap¡nSbn Ct¸mÄ Hä hgntb Dffq. IYm\maw
kqNn¸n¡pw a«nÂ, Ip¶¯qÀ hgn ]p¶bqÀ¡v \oWvSp hfªp InS¡p¶ Cu IÀaKXn
am{Xw KXn C§s\....
IY
XpS§p¶Xv kJmhnsâ hoSpamät¯mSv IqSnbmsW¶v sXcys¸Sp¯s«. Xdhm«p hoSpw
hf¸pw, BXvaobhpw `uXoIhpamb Ht«sd {]XnkÔnIÄ krjvSn¡p¶psh¶v kJmhv
CS¡nsS kzbw hnaÀi\w sImffmdpWvSmbncp¶p. hnimeamb Xdhm«phf¸n Imbv ^eapffXpw
CÃm¯Xpamb Hcp]mSv ac§Ä, ssZh§Ä IpSnbncn¡p¶ Imhpw Imänd¡hpw,
sX¨n aµmcw XpfknIfpw... s\bv¯ncnbpsS KÔhpw, shfn¨w Ibdnbn«nÃm¯
apdnIfpw... XeapdIfpsS _enkvY\§fpw hn«v ]p¶bqsc kaNXpc t¹m«n ]WnXpbÀ¯nb
Ccp\ne ho«nte¡v kJmhv IqSpamdnbt¸mÄ AXnse s]cnkvt{Smbn¡bpw ¥mkvt\mkvXpw
R§Ä¡nSbn kakybmbn \nesImWvSp. kJmhnsâ Dffnencn¸pw AdnbWatÃm.
tI«psImÄI.
hoSv
Hcp NnÓamWv. XnI¨pw ]n´ncn¸³ BibkwlnXIsf A\pjvTm\w t]mse hnSmbn Npa¶v
hn¹h¯nte¡v \S¶pt]mhms\m¡nÃ. hn¹h¯nsâ ]mTtiJc§fn CsXms¡ F¶pw \S¶n«pffXmsWtS...
FwKÂknsâ IpSpw_wþkaqlw þ `cWIqSw F¶ ]pkvXIw hmbn¨pt\m¡v. hoSnÃmsX
kaqlanÃ. AXv XhfIcbp¶ Hfn¯mhf§fmhcpXv. ]gasb sI«n\nÀ¯n kaqls¯
Zpjn¸n¡m\pw A§s\ `cWIqS§sf \ne\nÀ¯m\papff D]IcWamhcpXv hoSv. CsXms¡
A\nhmcyamb amäw am{XamsWtSm...
kJmhv
Xsâ ZmÀi\nI hyhkvYbpsS Ccp\ne¡mgvNbn C¯ncn hn{iawsImWvSp. At¸mÄ
kJmhnsâ apJw FwKÂkns\ HmÀan¸n¨p. C¯ncnam{Xapff XmSntcmaw hfÀ¶p \ofp¶Xv
Hcp emän\tacn¡³ tXmäwt]mse R§Ä AXnibt¯msS t\m¡n. kJmhv XmSnXShn
DhmNx
AtXmsS
amdnsImWvSncn¡p¶ D]cnhÀK `cW X{´§tfmSv apJmapJw \n¶p s]mcpXpt¼mÄ
\½psS hn¹hmhkvYIÄ¡pw amäw thWw. Hcp hn¹hImcn kZm kz]v\§Ä ImWp¶h\msW¶dnbmatÃm.
AXnsâ {]mtbmKnIX hnaÀin¡s¸Sp¶Xn AXnibn¡m\nÃ. XnI¨pw {]mNo\hpw
km{amPzXz]chpamb Akqb am{Xw \n§fpw AhtcmsSm¸w \n¡cpXv. AXv
]mÀ«nhncp²w! F´mtS.... A§s\btÃ?
kJmhv
Xsâ \ne]mSpXdbn N´nbpc¨v, AaÀ¶ncp¶p. R§fn hn¹h¯nsâ A\´amb km[yXIÄ
Ccp \nebn sI«ns¸m¡nb hoSns\ hewsh¨v hÃmsX InX¨p. hn¹h¯n \n¶pw sX¶ns¯dn¨v.
kz]v\w ImWp¶Xnse AXn`uXnI hnImc§fneqsS s]s«¶v Hcp ]´wsImfp¯n¸S ]mªpt]mhpIbpw
sNbvXp. AXns\mSphn R§Ä¡nSbn \n¶pw aqf t]mse DbÀ¶ptI«Xn§s\.
kJmth,
hn¹h¯nte¡pff ]mXbn Zmcn{ZytcJsb \ntj[n¡m³ ]äptam? AXn\pXmsg
hoSpwIpSnbpw CÃmt¯mtc ad¡m³ ]ddptam?
kJmhv
Fgpt¶ddp.
N´nbnÂ
]ddnb a®v X«n¡pSªp. a¬XcnIÄ kvYm\w sXän `qanbnte¡pXs¶ sImgnªphoWv
s\©¯Sn¨p \nehnfn¨p.
Hm \ap¡v
\S¡mw.
þF§vSm
kJmth?
þ]p¶bqsc
Fsâ ]pXnb ho«nte¡v…..
þF¦o \ap¡v
Ipgn§c hgn NpddnbSn¨pt]mImw tÃ….
sNdpat¡mf\n hgnbmhpt¼mÄ {]iv\w. BsI ]cmXn¡mctÃ. I¡qkv thWw. InWdv
thWw, Ipfw thWw…..
]mÀ«n¡pap¼n ]dbm\m¨m³ {_m©v I½nddnbntÃ? D]cn I½ddnbntÃ….
F¶mepw
FÃmw Fsâ Xebntem«mWv. kJmhv Xe IpSªv Ft´msImgnªv.
þF¶m ]pgn¡f
hgnbmhmwtÃ?
þAXv
Xosc icnbmhnÃ.
]pgn¡f
hgn krjvSn¡p¶ icnbmhmbvI \n§Ä¡pw Adnbmambncn¡pw. AdnbmXncn¡p¶sX§ns\?
kJmhns\t¸mse \n§fpsS \nXy hr¯§fn Id§nsImWvSncn¡p¶ HcmÄ¡v Aca\
clky§fnà A§mSn¸m«pt]mse BÀ¡pw GXp Xmf¯nepw ]mSnacn¡mhp¶ cmjv{Sob
PohnXatÃ?
]pgn¡f
N´bnse t_mÀUv kvYm]n¨n«pffXpw, CÃm¯Xpamb ]ehI ]WanS]mSp kvYm]\§fnÂ
kJmhn\pff kvYm\am\§Ä C¯ncn IS¶XmsW¶p R§Ä¡pw tXm¶nbp«pWvSv. A§s\bmhpt¼mÄ
]pgn¡f N´ DbÀ¯nsImWvSp h¶n«pff kvYm]nX km¼¯nI XmXv]cy§Ä¡p ap³]n {]Xntcm[w
krjvSn¡mXncn¡m³ kJmhn\p IgnbnÃ. A§s\ B hgnbpw hgnbÃmXmbt¸mÄ, Hcp
hgnam{Xw tijns¡ kJmhv XmSnXShn. knKcäv ]pI¨p.
knKcäv
]pIbn kJmhv Nn´m[o\bmbn.
Npa¨p.
þ \n§sf´m
H¶padnbm¯Xpt]mse. C\nsbmcphgn F¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ Cu¨n]mS¯p¡qsS F¶tÃ?
G¨nbpsS GcntbmSp tNÀ¶pff jm¸nsâ Imcyw adt¶m?
Iffpjm¸n\p kvYew Xcam¡ns¡mSp¯Xv kJmhpXs¶bmWv. ]n¶oSv jm¸pImcpambpff
cmjv{Sob þ kmaqlnI \ne]mSpIfnepw h¶ De¨nÂ, \m«pImcpsS aZyhncp²
kacam¡n amänbXpw kJmhpXs¶bmhpt¼mÄ Cu¨n¸mSw hgnbpff bm{X kJmhn\pam{XaÃ
R§Ä¡pw {]Xybimkv{X{]XnkÔnbmhp¶pWvSv. AXnsâ icocimkv{X]camb tIm«§Ä
HmÀ¯t¸mÄ B hgnbpw Dt]£nt¡WvSnh¶p.
HSphnÂ
kJmhpXs¶ hgnXpd¶p. Ip¶¯qÀ hgn ]p¶bqÀ¡v....
Ncn{X¯nse Xncps¯gp¯pIÄ Fs¶ms¡ ]dbmdnsÃ. AXpXs¶. AXphgn kJmhv Ncn{X¯n\p
ap³t] \S¡pIbmbncp¶psh¶pw ]dbmw ]ndsI R§fpw \S¶p.
B¯dbnse¯nbt¸mÄ {Smh Hm^okn \n¶pw ZqX³ Xe \o«n.
Ip¶¯qÀ
F¯nbt¸mÄ {]knUWvSv ap³]n h¶phoWp. {^mIvNÀ H¶panÃmsX X«nIpSªv
Fgpt¶ddp. knKcän\p ssI \o«nsImWvSv {]knUWvSv ]cn`hw ]qWvSp. t¢mk¸nÂ
{]knUnsâ Nn´m`cnX ZpJw Nph¶p XSp¯p.
þF´mtSm
CsXms¡?
þF´p]ddn {]knUtWvS?
þI½nddnbnse´mtSm {]iv\w?
þ]pd¯p
]dbp¶sX§s\bm {]knUtWvS.....
aXw a\pjys\
ab¡p¶ Idp¸msW¶p ]dªm AWnIÄ¡p a\knemhtWvS. ImemImeambn \mbcpw
am¸nfbpw am{Xw I½nddn `cn¨m aXntbm¶mWv tNmZyw.
kw`mjW
tijw kw`hn¨Xv:
Ing¡p\n¶pw
]mªph¶ BcptStbm CcpN{Iizmk¯nsâ ]ndIn Xq§n {]knUWvSv {]mÀ«n BkvYm\t¯¡v
hnt£]n¡s¸«p. kJmhv addmcpsSsbms¡tbm tXmf¯v amdnamdn ssIbn«v C¯ncnt\cw
R§fpsS ImgvNbn \n¶pw amªpt]mbn.
Ip¶¯qÀ
\n¶pw ]p¶bqÀ¡pff hgnbnte¡nd§pt¼mÄ t\cw Ccp«nbncp¶p. \nemhn Nc¸mX
hfªpw HSnªpw, \oWvSphenªv ]nSªp.
kJmhnt¸mgpw Imcyw ]dªnÃ. Zmcn{ZytcJbpsS Imcyw....
ap³t] \S¡p¶
kJmhv Xncnªpt\m¡n. ]n¶n Nc¸mXbneqsS G´nheªv hcp¶ Ncn{X¯nte¡pXs¶bmhWw
kJmhv Xncnªp t\m¡nbXv.
þ\n§fo
]dbp¶tcJ hc¨Xmcm¶dntbm?
Csöv
R§Ä tImdÊmbn
þAXmWv
Ipg¸w ]pkvXIw hmbn¡WsatSm. \¡m¸n¨ Imin\v {]`mXv _p¡v lukn sI«nInS¡p¶
kmlnXyw In«patÃm. AÃmsX I½nddnbn Ae¼pWvSm¡pIbà thWvSXv.
kJmhv
Xs¶ ]dtª. Zmcn{ZytcJ hc¨Xmcm? Rmt\m \n§tfm BtWm? AsÃtÃm? AXpsImWvSv
A¨S¡apff AWnIfmbn \pa¡v kz]v\w ImWp¶XtÃtSm \ÃXv?
R§Ä \nWvSpInS¡p¶
]mS¯n\Sps¯¯nbncp¶p. kJmhv CShgnbn \n¶v ]mSt¯¡nd§n. ]mShc¼¯v \nemhnÂ
ap§nIpfn¨p. Cud³ amämsX ]mS¯n\¸pdw \me¸ms« apdd¯v \oÀXmf kvarXn \nemhpsImffp¶Xv
G´nheªv t\m¡n s_mfnhnb³ ImSpIfnse Hfnt¸mcmfnsbt¸mse Acnbn X¸n.
DĸmÀ«n P\m[n]Xy¯nsâ Igp¯n\v ]nSn¨v ]pd¯n«p.
þHdnPn\Â
kvtIm¨m shffws]mepw thWvS.
\nemshmgn¨v
Im¨mw.
]mShc¼n kvtIm¨pw \nemhpw kaw tNÀ¶p. icocw tIm¨nhen¨p. Imenbmb
kvtIm¨nsâ `wKnbpff Ip¸nbnte¡v Hcp cIvXkm£n aÞ]¯ntes¡¶t]mse R§Ä Bcm[\t]mse
C¯ncnt\cw t\m¡n\n¶p. A´y{]Wmaw AÀ¸n¨p. emÂkemw....
\nemhv
]mÂ\pcbmbn ]Xªps]m§n...
kJmhv ]Sbmbn.
]S¸m«mbn.....
HmtcmXpffn tNmcbn \n¶pw Hmcmbncw t]cpbcp¶p.....
kaqlKm\w
hbÂhc¼neqsS ]p¶bqÀ¡v \S¶p.... kJmhnsâ XymKioebmb `mcy Cebn«v
Im¯ncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. sN¶]msS Cebv¡p ap¼n R§Ä a\pjy¨§ebmbn. Nphcn se\nsâbpw
ImÄamÀIvknsâbpw, GKÂknsâbpw »m¡v Bâv sshäv Nn{X§ÄsIm¸w PmY \bn¡p¶
kJmhnsâ ]qÀWImb Nn{Xhpapmbncp¶p. AXn\pXmsg Hcp Zmcn{ZytcJbnset¶mWw
R§Ä aq¡paps« Xn¶p. CeXpS¨p\¡n G¼¡whn«p.
kJmsh
AÊembn,
F´mtS ]pXnb
hotSm?
]pXnb
hoSpam{Xaà kZybpw
At¸msg¡pw, \nemhv N¯pt]mbncp¶p. Ipäncp«n aS¡hgn ]eXmbn
NpcpWvSpIqSnInS¶p.
R§Ä ]Snbnd§n,
Ccp«neqsS Cgªp\o§n. aS¡bm{XbpsS hgn GXmbncp¶psh¶v Ct¸mgpw hyIvXambn
HmÀ¡phm³ R§Ä¡v Ignbp¶nÃ. AtX¡pdn¨pff R§fpsS kzImcy s\m¼c§Ä ]mÀ«n
hncp²amsW¶ncns¡ A¨S¡w ]men¡pItb \nhr¯nbpffp......
tijn¡p¶Xv hmb\¡mc³ Im¯ncn¡p¶ IYbpsS ]cnWaip]vvvXnbmWv. AXpw {]Xyb
imkv{X {]XnkÔnbmbnXs¶ XpScp¶p.....
